Notes To Self

Itchy grindy nervewracked jitter
Blinds closed against the July sun
Awake, alive, annoyed with the world
Note: need beer, now, later might be
too late

Show me something good in the world
Something not monstrous and vile
Awake, drained, attuned to the noise
Note: see shrink Tuesday, call doc
re pain

River monsters deliver yesterday's news
I can't help but read again anyway
Over and over in a circle of sorrow
Note: hear the river's secrets, discuss
next class

Why's the day so bright and warm
Without you in it, should be dark and cold
Coming apart at the seams, twittering gibberish
Note: stay out of the river, causes
insanity